Life is full of trials and tribulations.  Feeling helpless, I thought of surrender, surrendering my life to God.  Maybe because of self-pity and no one to turn to, Jesus manifested in my dream to ease my burdens.

He was on top of a man-made stairway fountain looking at me and waiting for me to reach Him.  The stairways were slippery due to the presence of algae and the continued running down of water.  It was difficult stepping as there was nothing to hold to.  Patiently, I went up slowly.  I was in the midst of the stairway, I looked up again to Jesus.  Realizing that if I continue my plan to give up my life, what will be the future of my children without me.   Soon, I said to Jesus, not NOW, I stopped reaching Him.